I know.............

I KNOW the truth in my head........this is nothing major and a battle that can be won, but..........it is just too much to process at the moment.

I KNOW God has me right where He wants me and everything is in His control and His perfect timing.......I KNOW that, but I just can't go there again so soon.

I KNOW I can do all things thru Christ who gives me strength........but I am so weak and have to constantly rely on Him, sometimes I feel like I just can't breathe.

I KNOW I am freaking someone out by typing all this, but for those of you that read all the time, you know for me this is inexpensive therapy. One way that I was able to deal with my Daddy's death was to write my way thru it and get it out. If you can't handle true feelings........well if you can't handle that you probably aren't here now and haven't been for months! hahahahahaha

I enjoy posting the fun parts of life with 5 kiddos, but with all those moments also come some of our most difficult trials and we have to walk those too. It makes us more like Him when we walk in His strength and not our own.

Gotta get a nap, I am emotionally done for today. Jimmy is out of town, so I will be starting off in overload mode this week.

Trusting Him!